AM I WRONG FOR WISHING I DIDN’T HAVE TO BE THE STRONG ONE—EVEN FOR HIM?

Today’s Rio’s ampuversary. Three years since they took his front leg and told me they didn’t think he’d make it six months. Three years since I signed off on a surgery I couldn’t afford, begged my credit card for one more mercy swipe, and promised this dog he wasn’t done yet.

And he wasn’t. He’s still here—missing a leg, sure, but full of life. Barking at squirrels with that crooked grin, tail wagging like he’s got four of them.

I made him a sign this morning—bright red letters, cartoon paw prints, the whole thing. “BUTT KICKIN’ CANCER WARRIOR.” Posted the photo online. People flooded the comments with hearts and claps and “you’re both amazing.”

What nobody saw was me sitting on the kitchen floor twenty minutes earlier, staring at the sink full of dishes, overdue bills pinned to the fridge, and the email I couldn’t bring myself to answer.

It was from the job I’ve been chasing since January. They offered me a final interview—in person. Downtown. Tomorrow.

But Rio has a check-up. An important one. The kind where they run the scans. The kind where they tell you if the cancer’s back.

I called the clinic. No reschedules for two weeks.

So I emailed the recruiter and said I couldn’t make it. Family emergency.

She wrote back fast.

“I’m sorry. We need someone who can prioritize the role.”

I stared at the screen. At Rio’s leash hanging by the door. At the framed photo of us from the day after his surgery—me smiling, swollen-eyed, holding him up like he was some kind of trophy.

And for the first time in three years, I whispered something I hadn’t dared admit.

Not to him. Not to myself.

“I don’t know if I can keep doing this.”

And then I broke down.

The vet’s office smelled like antiseptic and old carpet cleaner, which somehow felt comforting now. It reminded me of all the times we’d sat here together, waiting for news that ranged from bad to worse to miraculous. Rio rested his head on my lap as we waited, his big brown eyes fixed on mine as though he could sense my turmoil.

“Ms. Callahan?” Dr. Patel stepped out, clipboard in hand. Her face was unreadable—a poker face honed by years of delivering good news and bad. I stood, gripping Rio’s leash tightly.

We went into the exam room, and she started explaining the results before I even sat down. “There’s no sign of recurrence,” she said simply, her voice softening just enough to let relief creep through. My knees nearly buckled right there.

“But…” She paused, flipping through pages on her clipboard. That single syllable hit me harder than any punch ever could. There’s always a “but” when you’re living this life.

“There are some abnormalities in his liver function tests. Nothing definitive—it might be stress-related or an unrelated issue—but we’ll want to monitor closely over the next few months.”

Monitor. More appointments. More bills. More days spent being strong while feeling like I’m falling apart inside.

“Thank you,” I managed, trying not to cry in front of her again. Rio licked my hand, sensing my distress. Or maybe he was just happy to leave the cold table behind.

Back home, I collapsed onto the couch, staring at the ceiling fan spinning lazily above me. Rio hopped up beside me, curling himself into a ball against my side. His warmth grounded me, even as my mind raced.

That night, I scrolled absentmindedly through social media, avoiding the pile of paperwork on my desk. A notification popped up—a message from someone named Lila Harper. I didn’t recognize the name, but curiosity got the better of me.

“Hey! I saw your post about Rio today. He’s such a cutie! Also, I noticed you mentioned struggling with balancing work and caring for him. If you don’t mind sharing, what field are you in? I may have a connection that could help.”

I hesitated. Strangers offering help usually came with strings attached, didn’t they? But something about her tone seemed genuine. So, impulsively, I replied.

“Thanks so much for reaching out! I’m actually in marketing, but I’ve been applying to roles that require a lot of travel and flexibility. Hard to do when you’re juggling vet visits and unexpected emergencies!”

Lila responded almost immediately.

“Oh wow, marketing is totally my world too! Funny enough, I know someone who runs a remote-first agency. They’re looking for a content strategist, and they’re super flexible about schedules. Would you be interested in chatting?”

My heart leapt, but skepticism held me back. Remote jobs sounded too good to be true, especially ones willing to accommodate unpredictable lives like mine. Still, I decided to take the chance.

Two weeks later, I found myself on a video call with a woman named Marisol Vega, the founder of BrightSpark Media. Her energy was infectious, and within ten minutes, I felt like I’d known her forever.

“So, Lila tells me you’re looking for something flexible,” Marisol said, leaning forward slightly. “We pride ourselves on creating space for our team members’ personal lives. Whatever that means for them.”

By the end of the conversation, I had a tentative offer—not just for flexibility, but for a salary that would finally ease the crushing weight of debt I’d accumulated over the past three years. It felt surreal.

When I hung up, Rio looked up at me expectantly, as though he knew something monumental had shifted. I hugged him close, tears streaming down my face—for once, they were tears of joy.

Fast forward six months, and life looked different. Very different. I worked from home most days, crafting campaigns for clients across the globe. Rio stayed by my side, his naps perfectly timed to coincide with my brainstorming sessions. When he needed follow-up tests or treatments, I rearranged my schedule without hesitation.

One afternoon, as I walked him around the park, I ran into Lila herself. She was sitting on a bench, scrolling through her phone while sipping coffee. Up close, she looked younger than I expected—early thirties, maybe—and radiated kindness.

“You must be Callahan!” she exclaimed when I introduced myself. “And this handsome guy must be Rio!”

We chatted for a while, and eventually, I thanked her profusely for connecting me with Marisol. She waved it off with a smile.

“To be honest,” she admitted, “I reached out because I lost my own dog last year. Watching you share your journey with Rio reminded me of how much love and resilience animals bring into our lives. I wanted to pay it forward.”

Her words hit me hard. Paying it forward. Hadn’t that been my mantra these past few years? Taking care of Rio, even when it felt impossible, because he deserved every ounce of love and effort I could give?

That night, as Rio snoozed beside me, I reflected on everything that had brought us here. Yes, there were sacrifices. Yes, there were moments when I doubted whether I could keep going. But through it all, Rio taught me something invaluable: strength isn’t about never breaking—it’s about finding the courage to pick yourself up each time you fall.

And sometimes, strength looks like asking for help when you need it most.

If you’re reading this and feel overwhelmed by your own battles, remember: you’re stronger than you think. And there’s no shame in leaning on others—or letting them lean on you.

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